Of Nowness

Hey, my last update.. was actually written about a week or two ago.. but I only managed to post it today.

I'm at KJ office, boss has gone back, he's sick and the rest of us are doing our own things. No one is actually 'working'. Probably we haven't gotten our gears kicked in yet.

Yesterday we went for Epul and Fid's wedding. Everyone was expecting us to go next. Funny, but nice funny. We hadn't argued for about two weeks (and I don't wanna jinx but saying it) but it's all good. Last night, he suggested we open a joint account by early next month. We're so into each other. Six months official now, almost one year unofficial :)

Six months of cutting his nails for him :)

His good friend had a chat with me in the car yesterday as well, about tying the knot soon. I guess I took it as a compliment when he said that it looks like I'm the most suited one compared to the rest he's met before.

I've learnt how to cook a bit the past month (finally!). Two weeks ago was masak lemak cili padi ikan, ayam goreng rempah, telur bungkus and sauteed peria. But, it was mama who prepared the ingredients. Last weekend, was fully me - fish in soy sauce cili padi and sawi in oyster sauce. It was all salty! But mama was kind enough to say that it was quite tasty haha. I'll try again this weekend. I'm smiling. I wanna cook for him. Like, until we're old and weary.

I've unofficially stopped smoking. It's been about a month plus since I stopped smoking during office hours. About a month since I bought cigarettes. About two weeks without a full stick. The only time I smoke, or rather take one, two puffs is when I'm with him. Other than that, nada, nil. No more cigarette smells in my room.

Ramadhan's engaged. He's getting married in October. Oddly, the person I was rushing to tell was Illyaz. Beats me.

MARA approved my loan. But letter offer was sent to DU address in March. I found about it in April. They're reviewing my appeal. Regardless, I'm leaving it be first. I will apply again. Next year. This year is dedicated to this start up. rts.

I've been doing yoga the past week. I feel happier.

I am truly blessed. With my family, with him, with my colleagues, with my friends.

It's all good.