Friday, September 21, 2012

Of Breaking Records

Sept 21, 2012

Hello.. hello! Am in the office, its just after lunch and TGIF :) Months (great months) have sailed by and syukur pada Allah for all the GREAT blessings he has bestowed us. MasyaAllah, the things we have seen and the places we went (and more to come, insyaAllah) is more than good reasons for us to be happy.

VERY happy, actually.

Today I have managed to surprise myself by weighing myself. This is after many months of ignoring exercise and indulging food. A LOT of food.

48.4kg. The heaviest I have been in my whole entire life!

Just to paint a picture - all my jeans are super tight. Some of my shirts are tight. My tummy is bulging. It has been more than 3 occasions I have been asked whether I am pregnant.

Wish I was, so I don't have to feel sorry for carrying around so much weight!

The heaviest I HAD BEEN before all of THIS happened was only 45kg. And this was... say, 5 or 6 years ago?

Oh my.

Best part is, I actually weighed myself at the office, in front of all my colleagues. Wow. What a smart ass I am! Soon after which, I just had to text hubby just to share the breaking news. His reply was, "I like the way you are now. Sumpah, I do". Okay :) Alhamdulillah to that :)

But I take this as a challenge! Ok, weight is up. How about a project to lose it back! Huh! Yes, let's embark on a project... we love projects..

So, starting today - yoga after office. And no rice...Or maybe, rice once a week? Lotsa plain water, or apple cider vinegar? Or that cinnamon powder and honey mix? Hmmm?

You know what, I have actually been quite depressed at work.. Wait, the right word would be - demotivated. I do not have anything new to embark on. Have not been expanding my database or skill set. I have been going online on daily basis to shop or window shop. I am turning into a government servant. Yucks.

Then, I go home, constantly tired. In the evenings, I usually wait for hubs to come back.. then we lay down and hang out.. Will do laundry and cooking SOMETIMES. Mondays are lesson nights, so that keeps me a *little* motivated. Other than that, I am like a lazy snake. Makan and tido and tengok DVD. At first, it was on a pretext that we were tired from wedding preps, then tired coming back from traveling, tired, tired, tired. So nak "relax". Haa amik ko relax lah. Sampai put on almost 8kg within 9 months of marriage. Congratulations diucapkan. Hehehe.

But this feels a bit better. Putting it down in words. I haven't been writing anywhere or anyhow since I became Mrs F. However, you have to credit Mr F. for giving me the best times of my life so far.. it can be seen by me putting that much of weight! Haha! Good job Mr F. Me love you much <3 p="p">
I guess that's it for now. Birthday's in a few days. First as a wifey *yeay* :) Hope to write more soon.. gotta find the app to allow me to blog from phone kan? Then I won't miss out on events so much. Hah, download now lah! K?

Love to the universe! :)