Today's Monday, 5th of January 2009.
I'm at home, on the dining table, attempting to complete several documentations for work.
I'm not at the office. Hehe. New year fell on a Thursday last week, so I took off on Friday and today. Have not touched the office grounds for 5 days. What a record.
Wow. Just thinking of what to write gets me overwhelmed.
Mir and Syikin were officially man and wife on the eve of 31 Dec. The very lovely garden wedding was on 3rd Jan where both Renny and I were the MC.
Yesterday, Eem called from London to tell that he'll be tying the knot before the month ends. We'll be welcoming Yazmin into the family soon.
1st Jan 2009
00:00 hrs - Renny and I driving home back from Syikin's on LDP, we encountered fireworks display from both The Curve and One Utama.
01:00 hrs - He came to the house to hang out.
10:30 hrs - He picked us up to for a very early karaoke session at The Curve. Had late lunch together at home. Sent Renny back to get her car. Had pizza for dinner. DVD session - The Duchess. He left around 2:00 am. Spent the whole day together. Sigh.
2nd Jan 2009
My spring cleaning day :)
Went to Ikea together with Renny and Amir.
That night through the phone, he said he wanted me to be his girl. And I said, okay. Haha. Very juvenile. But we like it.
3rd Jan 2009
Morning rehearsal for Mir's wedding in KGPA.
Night time wedding.
He came over and we escorted Renny back home. Then, we went for a drink in Aman Suria before heading home. This was already late night around 1 or 2 am. We were at home when he again asked me to be his girl - forever. And he said that he hoped that this will be his last relationship, that there was no other woman like me. And he asked to hold my hand. And he held it and kissed it. Then, he kissed my forehead. He was the sweetest being then. We went off to sleep at about 5:00 am after about another hour on the phone.
4th Jan 2009
10:30 hrs - We had breakfast. He pulled my chair closer to his. He held my hand all through our nasi lemak brekkie. He touched my hair and my head in the car. And he looked at my fingers, how it was alike with his. And asked how should he buy the ring for me.
20:30 hrs - He came to the house from his tv programme shoot. Went for dinner in Secret Recipe in Tropicana. Afterwards, it was Bedtime Stories in One Utama. The first time we hugged. It was all very dreamy. I was still thinking about it this morning. After he sent me home, and I called him on the phone, he asked to call my his sayang. And I said ok. I'm falling for this guy. And he's falling for me. OMG, when we had supper in Old Town in Aman Suria. Guess what song was playing? We Could Be In Love - but in Chinese. Haha. Coincidence?
This morning, he woke me up with this SMS:
Morning awak =). Syg awak. MY.
Ahh.. I've been thinking about him the whole day. It's crazy. Lovely crazy.
And I've been thinking about the excerpt from Dina Zaman, about keeping your inner most desires a secret. He was my secret for a long time. I won't tell him, not unless we really tied the knot. Whatever it is, now, I feel like I sayang him. Coz he sayang me. And we're both a bit giddy these few days. These lovely, lovely, lovely few days.
Will update more. Gotta get back attempting to do work.
xoxo
Mama is all excited with the wedding preparations. Apparently, she can't wait to get started on mine. I haven't told him yet. But he's met all my aunties last weekend. And last weekend too, we went of for a day to Melaka to go on EOM. 