Of Catching Up

Its 28th May 2009.



Three months ago was my last update.



It's almost half year gone.



I'm at our new office. In Kelana Jaya. Alone. They have gone to Johor for our device testing. Tomorrow will be my turn. Going up north to Penang.



Have not been so happy lately, mostly self-inflicted. Have argued with him, several times now. Almost at least once, every week. Not liking it. Have cried more than once.



I shouldn't be posting that up.



Slowly, trying to attract good things. Great things. Like the fact that, he truly loves me. Like the fact that, he kisses me everytime he gets the chance to. Like the fact that, earlier this week he took me to the clinic, coz I've been having tummy aches and the doctor diagnosed it as a minor urine infection. Like the fact that, in an interview with a magazine, he was the only one in the band who admitted to having someone special, and plans to marry in four years. And, after the clinic visit, he sketched us, yet again, and he sketched OUR home for the first time.



Ramadhan's engaged. Last week. Getting married in October. Funny. I was itching to tell Illyaz the news.



Maybe these past few months that I haven't blogged, all emotions are clogged. Making me uneasy.



He calls me every night before I go to sleep, and (speak of the devil, he's calling now1!) I call hiim every morning to wake him up.